OCD

yeah, it's true. i might be suffering from this terrible disease. it's 2:48 in the morning and this is the third or fourth night back to back with the same girl in my dreams. what is even more to my amazement is that i still have dreams all my ex's. why do they all have to be sexual in nature? fuck it, i'm not complaining. anyway. THIS IS A DREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!this is how i remember tonights events. i am at jeremys house but it is unfamiliar to me. i get pissed because him and sarah go into the bathroom together and close the door while i am left to wonder what they are doing. i end up calling our plans off and get someone to come pick me up from there. there was more to that part but i can't recall very much. mainly a sense of disappointment. well, the next part of the dream i find myself performing amazing tee shots at the driving in the jungle. then all of a sudden i am in battle on horsetop with another guy who is trying to knock my head off. luckily i win a and all is peachy because in the end i hit 6 golf balls that land in a magical area that earns me millions of dollars. who the hell writes this stuff? i think i will turn this site into more of a dreamblog to boost my recall and better my chances for more lucid dreaming. being conscious and completely in control of your dreams in very fetching. if i had my choice i think i would rather live in this state of mind. word..................................woke up later in a cold sweat. it sucked real good.